Ever since I was about 6 I was big, before 6 I was really boney, my mom and dad had a problem, things happened, he was away, and my mom let me eat whatever I wanted. It makes me angry how a mother could let their child keep getting bigger and bigger all these years and not do anything about it when they know that it would be a strain on their child. When I was younger I had no friends, I was always made fun of by other kids, and I figured a parent wouldn’t want their child to go through that. When I’m a parent I won’t let my child go through that. I use to cry at night because kids would call me fat, ugly, and I know this isn’t something to cry over now but in 5th grade you would, a guy told me I was bigger than a tree and he was my first real crush, so you can tell that it kind of made me feel bad about myself. I had other crushes before that, but they didn’t mean anything to me because I was young. Letting your child be obese and not doing anything about it is not sending a good message. To this day my mom still doesn’t care about it. I’m on here to get tips on weightloss. I’m tired of having to shop in the adult section, not being able to wear really cute clothes because those are never in my size, and not getting to shop wherever I want. I want to do those things too! I’m really starting to feel ugly, girls my age have had tons of boyfriends or guy friends, and have tons of friends. But me? I have no friends and the boyfriend I had treated me like a friend. He didn’t care when we broke up and it was just a pathetic relationship. It wasn’t even real in my eyes. I want to at least have friends.
I feel if I had friends and all that jazz, I would be a happier person. Especially if I could shop wherever I want. I just don’t feel pretty anymore.
If anyone has kik and has tips, can you kik me them @its.dejavu. ? Thanks